My First Post (Darren)

so yeah i have been here the whole time contemplating whether to post or not and now i finally am doing it not for me but for my dear beloved Leah who i love more than anything in the world. and im not going to lie. but as i was getting on this "go the distance" from Hercules came on. which is describing how i feel right now

"I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome
Will be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I will find my way
I can go the distance
I'll be there some day
If I can be strong
I know every mile
Will be worth my while
I will go most anywhere
To feel like I belong"

out of everything in the whole world my one wish is to be with Leah for the rest of my life
Nau ko`u aloha mau loa this is Hawaiian if your curious as to what it means it means "my love is yours forever" .... but this is my favorite phrase in Hawaiian because i want her to know that i love her ... and I'll be the one to never stop loving her ... for two years i have dreamt about me and her being together for the rest of our lives. and I've never felt like this with anyone ... after all we have been through together ... we've come so far together ... and I'm not going to let it go ... I'll be gone for two very important years of Leahs life ... and I'll miss the start of her starting PT school and when she graduates ... and I wont be able to take care of her for 2 years ... but when you look at it ... were young and in love and when ill be back we will both be in our 20's thats 70-90 long years of us being able to be close to each other everyday ... of us being together taking care of each other ... and i wont ever be doing something like that again.

Leah is my sweet, loving, caring, beautiful, amazing and perfect person that I literally dream about ... and I love her soooooooo much and i want her to know that ... everyone may be like oh thats cute ... I'm saying it because its true ... and i really do love her with all my heart